~Spero ergo sum~™

February 26, 2009

Back to blogger

Filed under: Goodbye. — Teal @ 12:31 am

Tealspace is changing base again … I am heading back to blogger.  No explanations  offered 🙂

I will now blog at http://spero-ergo-sum.blogspot.com

And before i leave, i will just like to add a thank you to this blog, which has taken me through some tough times in life , brought out the poet in me. And unfortunately ,all my poetry is still here … and I cannot export posts from here to my other blog … so might be linking to this page occasionally on account of a retrograde.

I leave this blog a year older and a whole lot wiser.

On a totally unrelated note (or perhaps in a way it might be a linked fact, but who cares 😀 )

I thank god  for putting me through shit, for that is the only factor that helps me to discriminate true friends from fake shallow ones and opportunist hypocrite creeps.

Thanks for coming by ,



January 25, 2009

Do all good things come to an end?

Filed under: Crap!,Life,Poetry,Sobriety — Teal @ 9:01 pm

This has been on my mind, for quite sometime

How we are wasting away our life, in the prime

Sheilding away the pain from the past

hoping that, it’s intensity shant last


with a pint of pain, are those awesome memories

those happy days, now just plain stories

but sealing away the pint took away what was good

we thought we did right, but were misunderstood


Why do we keep it all sealed in a mental closet?

Why do we want to let go and forget?

Doesnt survival from those gruelling times imply

that we can’t just outlive , but as well get by?


The harder i shut the door, the stronger the seal

The more the poison of pain, shifted thro’ my veins

the more i felt safe, the more i was vulnerable

the more i ran away, the further sucked into the spiral


Like the thorn and the flower thrive as one

so must pain and  the joys long gone

We must break past the rut of pretend

and stop wondering, whether good things come to an end 🙂

January 1, 2009

Bienvenido 2009!

Filed under: Cheer :-D — Teal @ 1:21 pm

It is the time for a new beginning.  Wishing you all a wonderful new year, and I pray that this year meets the fructification of your hearts inner most dreams and desires. And as time moves on, there is something that never changes. That is change!

  1. Ok enough of the mokkai 😀
  2. This year has gotten off to a good start.
  3. I am now a proud owner of an 80 gig i-pod 😀 😀 😀
  4. Tealspace hits the 20k hit mark.
  5. I am moving back to blogger!
  6. I got an i-pod as a gift from my super sis!
  7. I will not delete this blog, as wordpress folks are very over protective of letting the posts written here getting exported onto other blogging platforms 😐 (Jeez-us)
  8. I will also be blogging at http://spero-ergo-sum.blogspot.com/
  9. I miss template tweaking , hence the move.
  10. Hmm, did I mention the i-pod here?
  11. Have somethings planned in mind for the months ahead, lets take it one @ a time!
  12. Have framed some mid year objectives for 2009.
  13. Objectives != Resolutions
  14. God bless!
  15. Have a rocking year ahead!
  16. Bienvenido 2009 😎
  17. Before I digress, here is a picture of my 80 gig baby!



    December 31, 2008

    2008 … some funny pics!

    Filed under: Humour,Life,Potos — Teal @ 12:42 am

    Talk about economic inequality!!! What about poor people ?!?



        God, please save me from such excellent exhibitions of spelling prowess. If this situation persists, I shall fall into the pit of the INKE’s (I No Know Engleees)




    The ‘Dostana’ effect. Guys, get your clothes stitched here !?!?! 😉




    <No stones / eggs / tomatoes pls>

    December 28, 2008

    The mad dash to the finish line

    Filed under: Life,Poetry,Sobriety — Teal @ 2:33 am
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    These days , and these times , we seldom find
    A reason to celebrate, a cause to unwind
    One achievement doesnt suffice, we need another
    We need to race on the mad dash, to the finish line

    Taking the time tested and trialled paths
    Always do what is told, and seldom ask
    for reason , meaning or anything behind
    this worthy cause drilled in our minds

    Past graduation we realize
    We’ve become the one thing , we despised
    Look around, everyone is gone to break the rules
    some to another plain, some back to school

    Is a postgraduation
    the only answer and solution?
    With every generation the bar grows higher
    subsiding ever more so, the inner fire

    I shan’t fret , I shall wait and watch
    As the forests of calm and peace get scorched
    For the pace the world is moving in, is too unkind
    Nothing but a mad race, to the finish line

    December 26, 2008

    whattey fry-day

    Filed under: Cheer :-D — Teal @ 1:25 pm

    Chennai Winter + End of the year + Hot bowl of soupy noodles + Tomato pickle + complete collection of all time favorite cartoons + snuggly warm blanket == Heaven

    😀   😀   😀   😀   😀

    5 days to go . . .

    Filed under: Crap!,Life,Sobriety,Whatever — Teal @ 8:14 am

    Dear God,
    Let this year end in a quick and painless fashion.
    And let the shit be canned. Forever.

    On a happier note, hope you all had a wonderful Christmas! 😀

    December 12, 2008

    Kar Salaam

    Filed under: Life,Sobriety — Teal @ 8:39 pm

    Wanted to put something more or less on the lines of the song pasted below.  Looks like we are approaching the end of 2008. This year by far, has been more educative than any other year i profundly remember in my life. For many reason cited and uncited. Heard this song on the way back from one such educative incident. But the words instantly struck a chord with me.

    “Kho Jaana, Pa Jaana, Na Paana, Hai Jindagi Jaane Le
    Bik Jaana, Loot Jaana, Bass Jaana Hai Jindagi Maan Le
    Ho Ho Ho Karle Yakin, Jo Kal Gaya Woh Phir Se Aata Nahin
    Ho Ho Ho Gujra Huva Jo Waqt Hai Woh Dastak Lagaata Nahin
    Jo Aaj Hai Bass Wahi Hai Tera 
    Ha Kya Teri Hasti Hai, Mitti Ki Basti Hai
    Pal Mein Hi Ho Jaati Hai Yeh Fanaa
    Kar Salaam ”

    The above excerpt means –

    “To lose , to gain, to not get , this is life.

    To get sold, get looted and just going without a thing, this is life, accept.

    Believe me, what has gone yesterday, doesnt come back.

    The time that has gone past , doesnt leave behind any mark.

    What you have today, is only yours

    The smile on your face, the mud hut you live in

    It all vanishes within a second. “

    November 30, 2008

    A battle without a cause

    Filed under: Life,Poetry,Sobriety — Teal @ 1:09 pm

    A journey of bloodshed and violence

    Something, that never ceases to be past tense

    This iniquity and evil, spawning from minds

    Sans any sense of thought, good and kind


    Has the power at centre gone completely callous

    focussed on nothing, but creating chaos, raucous?

    How many more to die, how many more to lose

    Until they get the backbone to act, and set loose


    The act of retribution, against these evil minions

    Who, despite education and well bringing, act heinous

    How dare you take away something that god has given?

    How can you walk on, like nothing ever happened?


    Such acts of cheap cowardice , is all you can ever pull off

    Can’t you gather spine? And pursue a cause not so well off?

    You cease to be human, you are worse than the wildest brute

    And god will make sure, your end will be just as crude.


    I pray for mankind to be strong, and not to give in

    The evil lurks, and somehow finds its way to creep in

    It deviods the mind of thought, the heart of soul

    And makes us zombies, without any sense of control


    In the event of this darkness, the world still turns

    The evil ones left uncaptured, and my country burns!

    The test of time never ceases to end

    The city moves on, without any sense of pretend


    Kudos to the city that never says die

    The beauty and diversity in it, that lies

    Today india stands as one, in prayer and hope

    That this mindless war comes to an end


    A dawn of prosperity, sans any sense of fright

    A new india , without any flaws

    The superpower, with all her might

    Rid of this battle, one without a cause


    This is a tribute to the brave souls who laid down thier lives at gun shot to save the civilians. And for all the bereaved souls from the terror attacks in Mumbai on 26/11. 

    Let there be peace on earth.

    Like Queene once sang, this could be heaven for everyone, if only we let it.

    November 28, 2008

    And so the unexpected happened :O

    Filed under: Believe it or not!,Life — Teal @ 10:26 am

    My office premises was shut down today , due to the uncontrollable floods and water logging.

    We are having an off today! Just like schools and colleges!

    And might prolly end up working a saturday instead. Sheesh.

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